Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Rumah yang Ramai

Assalamualaikum.. :)

Hi all. Well it's been a long time since i pour my words here. Everything keeps on rolling. Memories on each day will be forgotten just like wind without any permanent scar to rely back on. 
It's been a month since new semester re-open. And a month since me and my fellas crash on our new apartment. A simple, yet homey apartment. At least we have place to sleep and fight with storm. Maka beramai-ramai la kami dalam satu apartment. Facing 5 heads, different character, attitude and style. There, learn to deal with everything. 


bukan rumahku.

Hopefully, everything will always be great. Yet, life with no problem is no life at all. 

Saturday, March 19, 2011

if there's a close 'friend' remove u as a friend on facebook. what does that mean?

if there's a close 'friend' remove u as a friend on facebook. what does that mean?

Answer here

Monday, March 7, 2011

If u fall in love, jadi macam orang gila tak? termenung, senyum sorang2 gitu?

If u fall in love, jadi macam orang gila tak? termenung, senyum sorang2 gitu?

Answer here

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Jangan nak ikut rasa sangat.

    Entri ni dikarang ketika aku berjaga seorang diri pada malam hari.

   Suasana pada jam 2.30 pagi ketika ini memang sunyi sepi. Hanya bunyi ketukan-ketukan jari jemari ku yang seolah menari di atas papan kekunci komputer riba, beserta deruan kipas yang sarat dengan debu dan segala kotoran degil. Kedua rakan sebilikku sudah lama ke alam mimpi. Sudah di bulan barangkali. 

    Kenangan di kampung halaman menerjah minda ku. Kadang seolah tidak mahu lesap dari kotak fikiran. Bayang wajah abah, ma, dan adik-adikku bermain di setiap ceruk minda. Mataku mula kabur dek basahan air masin dari kelenjar mata. Hati dan perasaan yang seolah tidak mampu lagi menanggung beban rindu yang terlampau. Betapa beratnya rasa menanggung bebanan rindu ini. Ah, tak mampu ku tahan lagi.

Cukup! Cukup!  Cukup menyeksa diriku lagi. Biar aku.....


menyanyi dulu..





Called mama tadi. Tapi tak angkat. Dah tidur barangkali. Malam ni rasa sangat stress. Stress = tertekan.
Suddenly I felt like I'm doing something wrong. Macam tak happy je buat apa-apa sekarang. And even more stress, when I don't even know why it is wrong. Or what I want to do to feel good.

Ya allah, permudahkan jalan bagiku.


p.s: doa ni di ambik dari sini

p.s.s: homesick ke macam ni? :O

p.s.s.s: rupanya entri ni tak di post pada malam kejadian. so careless.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Dear Natalia.

I am independent. Egoistic. And self-centered. Heheh. *pengakuan berani mati.

Because sometimes u just be it. Especially when u feel ignored or annoyed or provoked by something. And also when u're not appreciated after sacrificing. It's not that u do a good deed for repayment. No! But at least, don't insult something sincerely done. 
But sometimes, mesti nak rasa kita sorang je betul kan? Well, learn from mistakes.

Berpusat pada kaki sendiri = independent.


Dear Natalia (bukan nama sebenar), 

I am here to tell u that I am sorry. For anything. Because seriously, I don't know why u behave like that. Or maybe I'm not aware of my mistakes. But please, do tell me my wrongdoings so that I know, and I can try to change. Coz I don't prefer silence as a good lesson.  
Sincerely,
Yana


Wednesday, February 2, 2011

When In Love.

Its typical . Very typical.
Dup dap dup dap. kenapa kenapa kenapaaaa??

Sakit.. tak tau sakit apa ni.. okey, symptoms are:

1. Stalk ehem2 every single day. no, minute.
2. Do anything to attract ehem2's attention. But when ehem2's attracted, buat-buat tak tau.
3. Find similarities with ehem2. If nothing match, make it!

Well, is it called.. heart attack?

No i don't want heart attack! Not yet at least...

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Excellent reader reads excellent text.

It's almost 3 a.m and i can't sleep. A complete day with no achievement really gives a mental burden kan. Like when u're not doing anything but feel too much burden on u. Pelik pulak. Coz when u make urself jobless, the more u think and listing what to-do and what not. Lagi penat der! And finally u'll just duduk-duduk, makan-makan and tv only. Great.

Humm, okey. Let me tell u something.

I love novels. Tapiii.... it might take like a month or two to finish up one. I know. Sooo slow kan? Tapi tak apa. Feel itu penting. hehe. And currently, I'm reading this enigma book: MILLENIUM SERIES. Dah lama dah novel ni keluar, if i'm not mistaken US/UK release since 2009. If u're a  novelover, for sure la dah lama abes baca kan? But this is it... Stieg Larsson trilogy. And tragic part was, Larsson died just a few months before first book was released in Sweden tau. And it was like kebabooommm a first-class novel worldwide.

Review: http://www.stieglarsson.com/Millennium-series

p/s: i'm currently half page on second book. First book dari last year lagi kot. hehe 

sape tak baca rugi BESAAAR.